School starts tomorrow. I am not ready. It was just yesterday that I packed all of Mish’s shoes, books, PE. clothes…where did the summer go? Could it be because I hardly spent any time at home?

We had a fantastic time in Norway with sis. We had 4 amazing, but real tiring days. Saw a lot, wanted to pack as much as we could into such a short time.

The post about it will come soon, promise!

Mish’s Dad did a real good job of looking after him, shouldn’t have worried. They’ve been to the zoo, saw a movie, shopped, dined. Spent the last 2 days at the lake, unfortunately the weather went from the unbearably hot to almost too cold.

Upon arrival  seeing  Mish running out to the car was such a happy moment, I’ve missed him. We caught up on things with his Dad over a few piña coladas. Such a weird experience, I am still amazed at how civil we are with each other. Honestly hope that it will remain like this no matter what happens.

So I arrived, and he left the next day. We stayed for 2 more days, lazy ones. Walking by the lake, reading, taking pictures, needed time to think about the future.

Why is it that it is always me who has to make decisions, who  has to take the first step or the last? Why can’t life be straightforward, clear, and transparent?  Why do people lie, why can’t we be honest with each other? Wouldn’t it be much easier if we told exactly how we feel, without having to play stupid games, playing roles that were forced on us by traditions, customs?

What if we just listened to our hearts instead of letting our  egos rule our lives?

What if  we could have a totally different life?

What if…….